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What I Should Have Said

A Novel

Syed Muhammad Hur Jaffri◇
Literary fiction / Memory & Absence

What I Should Have Said

A Novel

By Syed Muhammad Hur Jaffri

A novel about Zakariya, memory, and the sentences that arrive too late.

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  1. 01Opening pages
  2. 02PART ONE — The Room
  3. 03Chapter Two — — The List He Never Wrote
  4. 04PART TWO — Zara
  5. 05Chapter Four — — What He Felt and What He Said
  6. 06Chapter Five — — Class Eleven — The Marriage
  7. 07Chapter Six — — What He Carried After
  8. 08PART THREE — Nida
  9. 09Chapter Eight — — Two Days
  10. 10PART FOUR — Omar and Hana
  11. 11Chapter Ten — — First Seeing
  12. 12Chapter Eleven — — The Slow Construction of a Feeling
  13. 13Chapter Twelve — — The Telling
  14. 14Chapter Thirteen — — The Garden, the Evening Light, the Saying
  15. 15Chapter Fourteen — — The Fight That Started Small
  16. 16Chapter Fifteen — — Omar's Verdict
  17. 17Chapter Sixteen — — Why He Did Not Go Back
  18. 18PART FIVE — The Accounting
  19. 19Chapter Eighteen — — What He Would Say to Each of Them
  20. 20Chapter Nineteen — — Omar, Again
  21. 21Chapter Twenty — — The Pencil
  22. 22EPILOGUE
  23. 23AFTERWORD

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